The Best Tool Is The One That's Fun
Quite a long time ago at this point, a friend asked me:
"Hey Cre, since you're so much into journaling, what notebook do you suggest I get if I want to start?"
This is the kind of question everybody gets asked when they're "the one who knows about X". Which DAW should I use to make music? What pen do you suggest? Am I getting the right coffee grinder?
I think the final answer should always be "something that you find fun to use". Especially if you're building a new habit or learning a new skill, you need to enjoy the process. Maybe a 800€ compressor will make you a mixing god one day, but if you can't be bothered to put in the effort to learn because your tools are too much of a pain to use... there's no way you'll ever practice enough to reach that level.
This counts for both poor equipment and too good for one's abilities. Take, for example, a very good guitar: maybe it's because of its quirks that it's such a great instrument, but if you don't know what's the fuss about it and are still learning how to play... it's probably not the right time for it. On the other hand, a poor quality instrument makes learning worse; have you ever played a very cheap ukulele? The pegs just won't stay fixed, and it's way harder to play.
Maybe you're not that bad, maybe you just need to find what's fun for you. Balance the frustration while you learn and get better... and one day you might even enjoy doing that thing everybody thinks it's a drag. People have been drawing masterpieces in MS Paint for years, after all.